I missed you before him
In fact, you lead me straight here
Like a runaway train
I sought refuge from you
Straight to him
I missed you while we ate food
And slept on his sofa
While we laughed and talked all night about his life and mine
I still missed you
I missed you after it was all over
After the fun was done and the lights were dimmed
After everything was out because I can't pretend
That I don't miss you
I cant pretend that you aren't still my first "what if?"
And my second "...who cares?"
Still the only one I write about
Ever, even now
How'd things get this far?
I'm home alone
And I miss you